Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Equality

This is a topic the girl has been thinking on for a little while. What does equality mean to the girl vis a vis her relationship?
When it comes to Master, the girl is treated with equality. He does not see her as less than Him simply because she is His slave. He sees her as an individual with thoughts and feelings, ideas and opinions, and He often asks them and takes them into consideration when making His decision. It is just one of the many qualities the girl loves about Him.
The girl is also polyamorous. What does equality mean when it comes to her dealings with her sister slaves? Since Master does not see one slave as primary, secondary and third, but as all the same, the equality between us is important.
The girl and her sisters do not treat each other as less than the others just because one has been in a relationship with Master longer or one is older. We all have different experience levels and relationship issues, we each have a "specialty" when it comes to relationships, but those things do not make one better than the others.
What is the equalizer? The collar. We are all the same under Master's collar. Each one on the same footing and level. What one may lack, the others help teach and guide her into learning. We compliment each other and, together, we provide full and utter service to Master. Our dedication to Master is our bond.
The girl did not feel equal for a while. She is the youngest at only 20 and the least experienced, she is also the one with the greatest physical obstacle to overcome, her deafness. The little persona also created a wedge between the girl and her sisters.  Because she saw herself as a little girl, her sisters did as well. This significant self-created age difference caused them to treat her as if she did not understand things the way they did. Once Master helped the girl overcome the mental issues that caused the little, things got better.
Now, the girl's sisters (still known as the bigger girls) treat her as if she really is one of them and understands things. The girl actually has to ask for them to slow down at times when chatting so they can explain things to the girl.
All in all, though, everyone is much happier now that we are all treating each other as equals under Master's collar. Because, that is what we are, equals, sisters, women.....slaves.

Hi Everyone!

These are the thoughts of a girl, a collared and owned slave girl. Master calls her His baby girl. When Master met the baby girl, she had two distinct personalities, as many who are littles often do. Since meeting Master, though, the girl has taken the best parts of both personalities and transformed them, realizing the best of the two were her true self. While healing from past traumas, the girl has become a whole person again.
This blog is going to be a chronology of the girl's journey from brand new novice to a well trained slave. But, first, a little history.
In case you are wondering, I am the baby girl. The girl was born out of wedlock to teenage parents who put her up for adoption. The girl was adopted by a wonderful couple. Her parents are a schoolteacher and a cop. Growing up things were easy, the only problem was the girl. You see, she is deaf, born without an eardrum in one ear and a heavily damaged drum in the other. But life went on and the girl flourished. Until that fateful day.
The girl's father ran into the building to try to save other people, others' mothers and fathers, with no thought for his own safety. He is a cop, afterall, sworn to protect and serve the people of New York City. He never came out of that building. The girl feels the events of that day and the feelings deserve their own post, so she will do that at another time.
The girl was frozen on the day before that for many years. It was only this year, on the 10th anniversary, that she has been able to move on and not remain stuck on 9/10/01.
The girl was very close to her father so it was really no wonder that she began her search for a DaddyDom at a young age. After several attempts, the girl found a Master who fits her perfectly. He encourages her to excel at anything she does, He treats her as an adult and an equal, and He has helped her grow and forgive.
The girl has moved past the need for a little. Master has helped her realize the deep seeded issues that caused the little to be there and has helped her become whole again. She no longer needs a DaddyDom.
In this journal, you will witness the growth of a young woman into a mature, respctful, obedient, cherished, and loved slave. Enjoy the ride!